Time For Revisiting Less Successful Work

Deadlines are great. They make me more productive than any creative itch possibly can. The trouble is that getting into a rush prevents me from stopping to really look at a piece as the idea is developed and guide it toward a more pleasing conclusion. The good news is that you now have a work that can be revisited and edited and made anew for the next show.

This is what I’m currently doing with “Our Lady of the Lawn” completed back in February 2013 for a show I had 3 weeks to prepare for.

“Lady of the Lawn” 2013

This is the initial draft from which I was working.

Perhaps the saturation of colors and differences in tones makes the digital sketch hold up better, but the final product had no well defined focal point. The flamingos rather than being benign plastic static guardians of our holy mother in her bathtub shrine, are competing visually with her, the focal point. I believe they have a role in a more symmetrical composition, but with this asymmetrical set up, they just make the whole thing lopsided.

Then there is the argument for simplicity. I have been advised to distill my imagery even more, to stop slowing people down with arcane, personal symbolism and feature more the imagery that supports the intended emotional focus of the piece. I’m not sure if I agree with that completely but it is something to consider. Do I force the additional kitsch value of the flamingos to highlight the absurdity of decorating your hard with shrines to a virginal vessel of God’s seed? Or, do I allow the angel and devil to express their distaste, the pilgrim gnomes and the typography do so nearly as effectively without knocking the composition off kilter?

I guess not.

Last night I started sanding off the flamingos. Then I realized the orientation of the text will need to be adjusted and perhaps the rays of light accentuated.

“Keep Digging” – Big Mike 🤗

Existential Dinner Party Revisited: Distress, Diversions and Comfort Food

Self Doubt and Sauerkraut painting by Moe Profane
“Self Doubt and Sauerkraut” – 2012 version

My “elevator speech.” for this series has been lacking, I recently realized. People see the food, they see the ubiquitous devil and angel, the distressed individual, and they ask, “What does it mean?” I’m not interested in applying secret meanings postmortem, but I have thought more about how this idea was hatched and what it was about it that I found compelling.

I, as the artist, try to avoid decoding exactly the associations my brain pieces together. I don’t want to hinder creativity, inhibit visual expression, and decrease my production by having to craft everything I do into a finely honed allegory. I want unconscious associations to live, grow and evolve into surprisingly complex and rich juxtapositions that “synergize” into deeper truths. In other words I don’t sweat it. If it amuses me, I paint it.

So of course, it really isn’t important for me for the viewer to be able to cast his eyes on my piece and immediately decider its “message”. I try to provide a sideways glance at reality, to unveil the secret power of symbolic meaning and to help myself and others to stop and think about why we do what we do and why we feel the way we feel. I’m not telling stories, and I’m not trying to just make pretty pictures.

People need hints from time to time and when their interest is piqued, they ask questions. I welcome that, but I don’t always have a good answer ready. The risk is always in making the mystical complexities of a slowly developed, living, breathing painting into a simple verbal decoding. People will assume there is nothing more to discover and move on.

I have long stood back and marveled at we humans’ need to find a cultural excuse to party en masse on almost a monthly basis. We are living from diversion to diversion, ignoring the painful, scary randomness of reality. These painting are simply an illustration of how we numb ourselves to existential angst with arbitrary celebrations, comfort foods, drugs and drinks.

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Displaying Art in a Bar: Making the Most of Opportunities

You have to plan, anticipate and ask questions, especially if you don’t get to see the space before arriving to set up. I had the chance to take some art to New Orleans recently. It was something I have been wanting to do for years. The issue was that it was one night only, in a bar, and I had no idea what to expect.

I started with lots of questions with the organizer. Poor young lady. Just a senior at Tulane, she was used to other young folks who were inexperienced and just happy to have a space to show their college portfolios…not a surly, 40 year-old, stressed out stranger from San Antonio who was questioning everything.

After getting the info on the barricades we would have at our disposal, I sketched this up:

And here are some pics of how it turned out:

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*photos by Carl Bordelon

What I Did Today Challenge: 8/28/2012

2012 Huevos Rancheros Quinceañera Celebration Silent Art Auction

Not enough. Never enough.

I did print out submission forms for the 2012 Huevos Rancheros Quinceañera Celebration Silent Art Auction and started piecing together some ideas.

First thought was that a new piece would be something in the thread of my recently begun Existential Dinner Party series…with eggs of course. “Deviled Eggs and Despair?

But then I notices something long forgotten in my idea file…”A Breakfast of Eggs and Absinthe”.

As usual, I don’t remember where the hell this came from. That’s why I put it in my idea box. I guess I should have put something in my Sketchpad. Thankfully we have google to remind me that eggs and absinthe is a great(?) morning after, hair of the dog type drink. Now I’m already thinking of using eggs in a vintage graphic sign type design on old fence pickets so if I add absinthe to the mix, I should start looking at all those wonderful Victorian absinthe lithograph posters.

So posters. Looking at posters. Need to work breakfast in there…posters…breakfast…absinthe…breakfast…Breakfast at Tiffany’s! I’m going to work Katherine Hepburn (growl!) with a chicken into this bitch…with her looking at absinthe getting poured over a cracked egg in a spoon into an absinthe glass. That’s the plan for now anyway.

Breakfast at Tiffany’s

And that is what I did today to advance my art career.

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Relativist Art Ideas for The Big Existential Dinner Party

We’ve all heard about combining food with other pleasurable sensory experiences like cheese and art shows, prime rib and strippers, sex and pastrami, so why not combine delicious food with a debilitating existential crisis? Can’t recall how or why this pairing came up in an electronic conversation but it did. I’ve had “acrimony and cheese” in my idea box for a while so maybe it just took seed.

The menu so far includes:

  • acrimony and cheese
  • cinnabons and self analysis
  • deviled eggs and despair
  • ennui and baked brie
  • french fried fear of death
  • judgement and jellied eggs
  • night terrors and tapas
  • paralyzing fear and fresh fruit
  • regret au gratin
  • self doubt and sauerkraut
  • spiritual death and duck sauce
  • singularity and cinnamon sticks

Pieces in progress

“Ennui a Jus” (photoshop mock up)

The point is just about associations word play and emotional responses through the juxtaposition of unrelated subjects. I once heard you don’t stop with one great idea, you take two or more good ideas and somehow bring them together. I’m not sure “sauerkraut” constitutes a “good idea” but it certainly evokes associations to smell and taste and unique cultural influences.

“Self Doubt and Sauerkraut” (photoshop mock up)

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Political Art Month is Silly

I am counted among the many who thank little baby Jesus that today art can be defined, not by strict rules of form, but by what type of message it is trying to send. We should all offer up thanks that, within reason, choices made by one artist are no more inherently valid than any other’s. That being said, no one has to necessarily like anything in particular either, and so I declare to you here today that generally speaking I can not stand “Political Art”.

Food, Medicine, Supplies and Freedom
“Job Creators” by Brad Kayal

Art is a broad subject encompassing everything from individual creativity, to local and regional art scenes, to the international market. Political discussion ranges just as far from individual freedoms to world wars. Italian scholar Mirella Bandini said, “There is no separation between art and politics; the two confront each other in revolutionary terms.” Of course art and politics can’t help bumping into each other as they are jostled together among all other societal forces in the great dice cup of human existence (OMG! I just used a metaphor). All aspects of life are interlaced with politics…especially art. I do not deny that in some way or another “all art is political”. Art’s avaunt guard is constantly sending out feelers, searching for and forging new pathways of thought, and indeed anything provocative cannot be completely free of the stink of politics.

For example, Vladimir Nabokov said that throughout the 1800s, the Russian Tsars, “remained aware that anything outstanding and original in the way of creative thought was a jarring note and a stride toward Revolution.”

Capitalism Is Imperialism
“Capitalism Is Imperialism” by Scab

But art can certainly be political without falling into the pigeon hole label of “Political Art.” Too often this is not the case as artists try to be political for the sake of being political producing so much of the snarky, trite, poopy faced sneers of the liberal not-so-elite. Victor Cassidy perhaps said it best in “Conservative Art?” for Chicago Art Magazine:

Usually it’s the weaklings who make political art — and most of it is photomontage that depends for its effect upon our recognition of the people being demonized. Since the political landscape changes very rapidly, such work can become obsolete overnight.

That’s just the thing about “Political Art”. It generally stinks and is relevant during the narrowest slices of time. Many who see value in art as a means to a political end offer up the political work of Diego Rivera, Kathe Kollwitz or others timeless greats as validation for every caricature of dear ol’ George W. Bush ever made. But are we provincial Texas artists, gathering together in hip, grungy, alternative galleries this July, going to compare ourselves to a few historical icons? Are this year’s “Corporations Aren’t People” images ever going to be appreciated for anything other than their illustrative cleverness? Are we going to fill all the galleries with framed editorial cartoons?

A Tale Of Two Hoodies
“A Tale Of Two Hoodies” by Michael D’Antuono

So then, is there any point to engage in such a thing? While avaunt guard art reflects revolutionary thought that flows into and through politics, giving form to new thoughts and changing ideals, does it really change minds? Too often relying upon trite allegories and subversive propaganda, it does not affect much change or rally anyone other than those already inclined to agree. Most of us have been to or been a part of “Political Art” shows that were conceived for, filled with and attended by people of a particular ilk. So what is accomplished with a show full of like-minded folks standing around congratulating each other for their cleverness?

I am with the artist Victor Burgin who said, “The work of ‘political artists’ usually harms no one, and I would defend their right to make it; what I cannot support is their self-serving assumption that it ‘somehow’ has a political effect in the real world.”

Ben Davis in “What Good Is Political Art in Times Like These?” for the online publication ARTINFO dismissed it as posturing and self-righteousness, saying:

The tradition of avant-garde political art always looks silly when stacked against the needs of live political movements.

There is no elegant fit between art and politics, no ideal meld of the two. What is needed for effective political activism…most often does not call for something that is particularly aesthetically refined, just as what ‘works’ best aesthetically in a gallery is not usually a slogan or a placard.

Corporations are People Too
“McJesus” by Jani Leinonen

This brings me to what I might call and existential question of sorts. If all art is political, is all art “Political Art”? If it is, what good is the label? Why have a special month for it? Well, I believe it is important as one in any number of artificially induced ways to get people creating, giving them a point of departure in a vast universe of possibilities. Political Art Month also gets some people who may otherwise not think of it, into galleries. Everyone loves an “event”! Let’s just hope the art of “Political Art Month” has value outside its politics and does some good for area artists and the galleries who hang their work.

“Keep Digging” – Big Mike 🤗

Girding My Loins: Getting Psyched For Ultimate Art Battle

The maddening quiet before battle, toeing the edge of a cold pool, the first plodding steps of a 5 mile run, the first 100 miles of a 10 hour drive, the first few inches up a tall mountain…All unpleasant reluctant times where someone might hesitate and try to avoid the toil and trouble, to willingly give up the rewards of a struggle so they may bypass any unpleasantness or discomfort.

I feel these feelings and urge these urges – wanting to stay on the couch and avoid the untold amounts of work and concentration, fighting doubt and the fear of failure – when I sit down to paint. I often begin knowing what I need to paint and have a good idea of how I want to pull it off, but as I begin, the emptiness of the space I am to fill is like a mountain of coal and the paint brush a tiny shovel.

I know all about just putting one foot in front of the other and so I am able to force myself to plunge into the icy waters of artistic expression. Once I’m in, I’m in. I won’t get out, I won’t give up. It is as hard to quit, harder even, than it was to begin. And when I’m finished, too exhausted to continue making positive decisions about a piece, and before I can allow myself to depart and hit the bed, I sit back and enjoy any successes and start to plan for my next struggle against the forces of chaos, trying to coral the cat-like elements of two dimensional form as they dart and run in every direction.

In other words, art is a bitch. I real pain in the ass. I’m so glad I have the reward of a finished piece and any praise and money that it may bring because the act itself is not unlike marching hip deep in shit.

“Keep Digging” – Big Mike 🤗

I’m Not Lazy – I’m Addicted to Inertia: Startling Indifference

Can’t loose hard fought momentum and settle back into non-production. Artistic inertia works both ways, body making art tends to stay making art, body not making art tends to stay not making art…BUT…this is only the case in a vacuum. Unless constant force is applied a body making art will succumb to friction and slowly come to rest again as a body not making art. THEN to get going again one has to fight both the inertia AND friction to get going again.

  • Go big. Really big. – NOBODY BUYS BIG ART!
  • Study an art discipline completely different from painting to get my brain working with new thought patterns. – DOES NETFLIX COUNT?
  • Read books about subjects unrelated to art – right now I’m reading books about the Grail Legend and Alchemy. – CHECK!
  • Stop reading Art Marketing books. – NEVER STARTED!
inertia - hard to stop suddenly without eating shit
Inertia can be nice once you’re going but at some point you might eat shit.

“Inertia. They say it’s the natural state of the natural world. Sort of like those brush hairs stuck in the dry paint. But artists have a solution to that. Don’t they?” – Sue Smith

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